A Memoir of Kerouac and the Fifties
"In her book 'The Awakener: A Memoir of Kerouac and the Fifties', the translator and writer Helen Weaver provides a lush picture of her short, turbulent affair with the Beat writer that changed her life. In Weaver's swirling memoir, readers will get a fresh perspective on Jack Kerouac and his magnetism as a man and writer."
World Literature Today
"Weaver discovered herself in the 1950s, with Kerouac and other artists like Ginsberg and Lenny Bruce, and although most Americans don't have an impressive list of famous friends, her story is our story; every twenty-something college graduate experiences the ecstasy of new ideas and profound perception that comes with real life. Whether our is in New York City or Nowhere, USA, Weaver's experience is comparable to all our experiences in this country--this is what makes The Awakener so readable and touching; these characters appear in every American's past."
Helen Weaver Is The Awakener
Mar 1, 2010
"Helen Weaver is a literary spark plug. Readers will observe her well-crafted prose as being both straight-thinking and sophisticatedly sharp. Her memoir is The Awakener, and it offers a fine glimpse into her passionate (yet troubled) relationship with famed American writer Jack Kerouac during the mid-1950s. Weaver's book is as profound as it is humble. It’s clear to anyone who’s already partaken in Weaver’s narrative that she does a fine job offering heartfelt honesty."
Tony R. Rodriguez, East Bay Literary Examiner
Beatdom Issue Five
Feb 1, 2010
"Recent history has seen the women in the life of Jack
Kerouac finally bring to public attention their side of
the story. Portrayed in his work in what some deem a
sexist manner, they have been releasing memoirs and
telling the world about Kerouac. ...
Now it's Helen Weaver’s turn.
Weaver met Kerouac and Ginsberg in 1953 and was
carried away by the Beats. She soon became Kerouac’s
girlfriend, and in her book, The Awakener: A Memoir
of Kerouac and the Fifties, she offers a wonderful,
personal picture of the Beat Generation and the 1950s
Greenwich Village scene."
Read Wills' interview with Weaver starting on page 66.
D.S. Wills, City of Recovery Press
"This book does a good job of humanizing and demystifying the Beats. All the parties, problems, romances, brief affairs and hurt feelings Weaver talks about are specific to her and her friends in the '50s, but very much like the things my friends and I went through in the ‘70s, and that artistic young people are going through today while coming of age, groping for identity, finding love and making their way in the world."
Paul Maher Jr., author of Kerouac: His Life and Work & Empty Phantoms: Interviews and Encounters with Jack Kerouac
"The Awakener opens a window into a black-and-white world both foreign and familiar to those who have already placed themselves into Jack Kerouac's authorial sensibilities. Helen Weaver's account of her relationship with Kerouac suspends the beat mythology hovering over these times and instead grounds the reader into the realistic grit of a decade of artistic abstractions. It is a book that is timeless and mortal, splendidly written with a grounded objectivity of intelligence and wit."
New York Times Book Review
". . . [Weaver] paints a romantic picture of Greenwich Village in the 1950s and '60s, when she worked in publishing and hung out with Allen Ginsberg and the poet Richard Howard and was wild and loose, getting high and falling into bed almost immediately with her crushes, including Lenny Bruce. . . . Her descriptions of the Village are evocative, recalling a time when she wore 'long skirts, Capezio ballet shoes and black stockings,' and used to 'sit in the Bagatelle and have sweet vermouth on the rocks with a twist of lemon.' Early on, she quotes Pasternak: 'You in others: this is your soul.' Kerouac’s soul lives on through many people — Joyce Johnson, for one — but few have been as adept as Weaver at capturing both him and the New York bohemia of the time. He was lucky to have met her."
"This book is evidence that the fifties had more going on than Leave It to Beaver. It's primarily the story of Helen Weaver’s love affair with Jack Kerouac, but it also delves into her juicy romances with other lovers (of both genders), most notably Lenny Bruce. Weaver, who Kerouac portrayed as Ruth Heaper in Desolation Angels, had a whirlwind life outside of bed, too. She was involved with the publishing industry, was a French–English translator, and fought for the legalization of marijuana. At twenty-five, Weaver got her first taste of Buddhism from Kerouac, but she wasn’t yet ready for the first noble truth. Years later she read The Miracle of Mindfulness, by Thich Nhat Hanh, and felt that she had come home. That said, she admits, 'My own practice has never really taken hold, and in this I am a little like Jack.’"
Full Moon Rising: Jack Kerouac - A Study in Contradictions
Dec 1, 2009
"In Doctor Sax Jack Kerouac writes: It was in Centralville I was born...on Lupine Road, March 1922, at five o'clock in the afternoon. A birth time on the hour is always regarded with suspicion, so when I began work on this book in 1990 (yes, it’s been in the works for 19 years: an eclipse cycle!), I hired astrologer Laurence Ely to rectify the time. Afterextensive study of a vast number of events in Kerouac’s life I supplied him with, he confirmed the 5:00 PM. time."
Helen Weaver, National Council for Geocosmic Research
"Twenty years in the writing, Weaver's memoir of her life in New York City in the 1950s and 1960s is worth the wait. With a cast of characters including Jack Kerouac, Allen Ginsberg, and Lenny Bruce, the book recreates a time of radical change and great possibility — especially for a young woman escaping a repressive upbringing. While the author's account of her romantic relationship with Kerouac (she appears in Kerouac's 'Desolation Angels') takes up a substantial part of the book, it's far from the only good story she has to tell. Weaver brings readers into her apartment as she listens to records of Lenny Bruce, explaining why the comic's routines had such a great impact on her and others, and then she shares the tale of her quick affair with the man himself. This lively, intelligent, and revealing book will appeal to anyone interested in the Beat Generation and the 1960s counterculture."
San Francisco Chronicle
"The Awakener's first chapters are energized by Weaver's personal liberation at a time when America itself was starting to wake up. She smokes pot, explores the limits of her sexuality and defends Bill Haley's 'Rock Around the Clock' to high-minded literary pals like poet Richard Howard. . . . But the most touching moments in the book take place when Weaver focuses her keen powers of observation on the soul of her wounded hero. . . . Now 78 and living in Woodstock, she has come to appreciate the two-fold nature of his role as an awakener in her life. As a playful and enthusiastic lover, Kerouac helped initiate her into the richness of existence. And with his own Christianized version of the dharma, he made her aware of the brevity and preciousness of our time on Earth."
— Steve Silberman
"Weaver proves to be brilliantly honest throughout her memoir while placing readers in the thick of the New York Beat scene as only one who has lived it can. Her thoughtful reflection is rendered with loving care and great attention to detail, while transfixing the reader in a forgotten time. Through clear and straightforward language Weaver unapologetically places the real value of her experiences and her interpretations of those experiences ahead of the legends she encountered, while still paying them the tribute they deserve. It is a fine line to walk, but she does so gracefully and authentically."
—Candace Eros Diaz
Good Books in Bad Times
". . . a vivid recollection of the birth of rock n roll and the counterculture movement known as the Beat Generation. . . . I'd recommend it to anyone looking for insight into the undoing of America that occurred during the 50s and 60s."
"A smart confidence underlies [Weaver's] bemused feminine understatement, and this book is a summation of a deeply thoughtful life."
Baby Got Books
". . . a fascinating look at the private side of Jack Kerouac and other luminaries, the Beat's scene in 1950’s New York, and the legacy of the Beat Generation."
". . . a memoir which a reader may cherish first because it recounts a life book-ended by two relationships with Jack Kerouac. But that reader will find Helen Weaver's remarkable life engaging, in its own right, as well. It is the story of a talented and spirited young woman growing up in the thick of her times. . . . an exceptional portrait of women at the cusp of the feminist era."
—Gilbert Wesley Purdy
Interview with Helen Weaver
Nov 17, 2009
"Hot off the press, here is the e-mail interview granted me by Helen Weaver, author of The Awakener: A Memoir of Kerouac and the Fifies. I owe Helen a huge 'thank you' for giving me the opportunity to interview her, and, as you'll see, for her care in answering with such enthusiasm and detail. I hope this interview inspires readers to order a copy of The Awakener and revisit some of Jack's writings."
Rick Dale, The Daily Beat
New York Post
"There is a tendency for memoirs written by women about The Great Man to be self-abnegating exercises in a kind of inverted narcissism — the author seeking to prove her worth as muse, as consort, as chosen one. Not so with Helen Weaver's beautiful, plainspoken elegy for her time spent with Jack Kerouac, who suddenly appeared at her door in the West Village one white, frosty morning with Allen Ginsberg, who knew Weaver's roommate, in tow."
The Woodstock Times
"The book recounts her affair with Kerouac in 1956 during the period when he signed his literary contract for On the Road, but The Awakener is much more than a kiss-and-tell. It is at once a collection of remarkable, first-hand anecdotes about the Beats, an authoritative insight into the times from one who was on the front lines, and a coming-of-age story by the writer, who was immortalized in Kerouac's Desolation Angels as Ruth Heaper."
—Andrea Barrist Stern
"[Weaver's] new book is as much about Kerouac--the meteor and its impact--as it is about her own ambling through the dales of the New York literary world . . . Weaver has not forgotten the sexism that tainted even the enlightened Beats, but she speaks from the sunny side and is grateful for their energy and vision. Like Kerouac, she was drawn to bad boys and dictionaries--it's easy to see why they were a match."
Nov 1, 2009
"Jack Kerouac, so a long trail of iconic photographs tell us, spent most of his life alone on the road or in the company of his gang of male friends (pictured above, top left with Lucien Carr and Allen Ginsberg) -- at least when he wasn't at home taking care of his mother. One of his girlfriends, in fact, was famously airbrushed from a photograph used by the Gap clothing company in a blatant effort to enhance the romance of his lifelong singularity.
But all that has changed now that a girl from his past has written of their shared and lost love. Helen [Weaver's] new excellent memoir about her relationship with Jack [is called] The Awakener, published by City Lights."
Audrey Sprenger, The Nomad Motel
"In the latest in a long line of kiss-and-tell memoirs about Jack Kerouac, Weaver, translator of over 50 books from the French, chronicles her brief love affair with the author against the backdrop of the 1950s in Greenwich Village. She works in publishing, undergoes psychoanalysis, and becomes part of a literary circle that includes Allen Ginsberg, Richard Howard, and Dan Wakefield. Unlike Kerouac, she is swept into the cultural revolution of the 1960s, embracing New Age ideas like Native American spirituality, goddess worship, witchcraft, and astrology. Weaver writes in a clear, straightforward style, candidly discussing her feelings about Kerouac and others, including her roommate Helen Elliott and her rival for Kerouac's affection, Joyce Johnson. Her analysis of Kerouac’s life, work, and reputation is intelligent and on target. In the end, Weaver regrets that her own rejection of Kerouac paralleled that of a literary establishment that only came to appreciate him after his death. Verdict: Readers interested in the role of women in the Beat Generation will enjoy this book alongside earlier works like Joyce Johnson’s Minor Characters and Carolyn Cassady’s Off the Road.—William Gargan
The Electric Review
"Through her insightful prose and piercing honesty, she manages to paint a universal face with this book, telling the story of many-a-man living at an invisible edge. If anything, Helen Weaver wrote this book for all these human shadows who hunger to be held (but who always come to break the embrace before it becomes another cage)."
The Daily Beat
"You won't read these stories anywhere else, and definitely not from someone with such an authentic voice....I am absolutely convinced that anyone with an interest in the beat generation or even the 50s and 60s in general will fall in love with The Awakener, and with Helen Weaver."
Helen Weaver: The Awakener
Oct 28, 2009
"Helen Weaver's book The Awakener: A Memoir of Kerouac and the 50s is now in stores, after nearly 20 years in the making. Weaver, whom Kerouac immortalized as Ruth Heaper in Desolation Angels, was one of the 'two Helens' who awoke one snowy, cold December morning in 1956, to Allen, Peter and Jack freshly returned from Mexico with no place to stay. More details at City Lights online."
www.allenginsberg.org, the Allen Ginsberg Project
"Firsthand witness to the beat literary movement, Weaver (Antonin Artaud: Selected Writings) pays homage to the man and the writer Jack Kerouac, whom she met and fell in love with in 1956. Befriending Kerouac, Allen Ginsberg and comic Lenny Bruce, she makes these iconic counterculture figures tangible and captures New York's Greenwich Village of the '50s and '60s. The memoir reveals the author's own awakening—from discovering rock and roll through her personal sexual revolution to Buddhism. A lover of words and language, Weaver—immortalized in Kerouac's Desolation Angels as Ruth Heaper—writes this book 'as an act of atonement' to Kerouac: 'I rejected him for the same reason America rejected him: he woke us up in the middle of the night in the long dream of the fifties. He interfered with our sleep.' She moves from translator to writer, but states she is 'uncertain whether it was the story of my own life or the story of the remarkable people I had known.' Ultimately, it's both. Photos." — Publishers Weekly
The Beat Review
"The most recent book to join the body of literature by women who lived with and among the famous Beat writers is Helen Weaver's The Awakener: A Memoir of Kerouac and the Fifties. . . . While Kerouac and the 1950s are a part of this book, they are not the entire book, or even its most riveting sections. . . . Parts of the book are indeed about Kerouac’s power and influence. However, there are significant, insightful portraits of other men, including Richard Howard, one of the most important translators of the past 60 or so years, who has brought Stendhal, Baudelaire, de Beauvoir, and Camus into English. Weaver also writes evocatively about Lenny Bruce, the comedian and social critic who was tried for obscenity—and convicted of obscenity, unlike Ginsberg and Burroughs. . . . Her style in The Awakener is distinctly her own, as for example when she borrows from both Yiddish and the Beat argot and describes herself as 'a little shiksa chick.' She has a wry, deadpan sense of humor and sometimes sounds tongue-in-cheek. Candidly, she describes her physical ailments, her love affairs in New York and in Europe—including her orgasms—and her therapy in Freudian analysis. Her strength is in psychology: understanding her own motives and the motivations and the motives of Kerouac and Ginsberg." —Jonah Raskin